I said it with the unearned confidence of a man who hasn't captured a single on-location film frame all year.
"Winning looks like pistachio ice cream underneath a beach umbrella," Amy said. "What this looks like is a man about to embarrass himself near a Ferris wheel."
She wasn't wrong. She's never wrong. It's the single most exhausting thing about her.
The Profile
On the drive down, Amy insisted on constructing what she called a "target profile" for the kind of teenager who gets cast in a Disney+ pilot. We were chasing the rumor that Disney's Saltwater, a mermaid series, and possibly a continuation of the Aquamarine story, if you believe the message boards, was shifting locations to the Carolina Beach boardwalk.
"Good hair," she explained. "Suspiciously good posture. The kind of calm that only comes from parents who've already read the contract twice."
"That's oddly specific."
"I'm not your average brain region, Bubba; I contain multitudes. You want evidence? How's this: The kind of kid we're looking for orders sprinkles on ice cream in August; that's a soft tell. Confidence without commitment."
"You've clearly given this a lot of thought."
"I've thought about little else, Hot Shot, since you dragged out of bed this morning."
We parked near the boardwalk, and I want the record to reflect that the salt air, the arcade noise, the general hum of a beach town in high season felt like a good omen and spurred me on. I've been wrong about good omens before, of course, and I was wrong about this one too. I just didn't know it yet, which is the closest thing to happiness I get these days.
"Good hair," she explained. "Suspiciously good posture. The kind of calm that only comes from parents who've already read the contract twice."
"That's oddly specific."
"I'm not your average brain region, Bubba; I contain multitudes. You want evidence? How's this: The kind of kid we're looking for orders sprinkles on ice cream in August; that's a soft tell. Confidence without commitment."
"You've clearly given this a lot of thought."
"I've thought about little else, Hot Shot, since you dragged out of bed this morning."
We parked near the boardwalk, and I want the record to reflect that the salt air, the arcade noise, the general hum of a beach town in high season felt like a good omen and spurred me on. I've been wrong about good omens before, of course, and I was wrong about this one too. I just didn't know it yet, which is the closest thing to happiness I get these days.
The Ice Cream Stand Incident
It took about eleven minutes. I saw him near the ice cream stand; a teenager, easy in his own skin in the specific way that made Amy's "suspiciously calm parents" theory suddenly feel like hard science. Sunglasses pushed up into good hair. A little knot of friends laughing at something on someone's phone. And I want you to sit with this: sprinkles. On an ice cream cone in August.
"Amy," I whispered. "Unless I'm badly mistaken, that's the kid playing August, and I'm sure the two girls are Coral and Mia. This is going to be a perfect day."
"Don't do it, Cowboy."
I didn't listen. I never listen. It's become something of a signature move.
I drifted closer with the loose, unhurried gait of a man who is absolutely not casing a group of teenagers, which, in retrospect, is exactly the gait of a man who is very much casing a group of teenagers. I struck up conversation with what I believed was effortless charm, and asked, casually, whether they were "in town for work."
The kid looked at me the way you'd look at a seagull that had just asked to share your fries.
"We're in town because it's, like, summer," he said. His friends started laughing in the specific, merciless way only teenagers can, a sound engineered over generations to strip a grown man of every ounce of self-respect in real time.
"Right," I said. "Of course. Summer. That tracks."
"Are you, like, a cop?"
"I want to speak to my lawyer," I said, which is my go-to line whenever I'm caught doing something I can't quite explain, and it landed about as well here as it ever has.
I retreated. Not walked; retreated, in the full military sense, past the arcade, past a family arguing about funnel cake, all the way back to the car, where Amy was waiting with the patient, terrible calm of someone who has seen this movie before.
"You've been made, Genome," she said. "By a sixteen-year-old. With sprinkles."
"He could still be an actor."
"He's a teenager who thinks you're a cop. That's not a casting rumor. That's a police report waiting to happen."
Amy's Lead
I sat with my failure the way I sit with most of my failures: briefly, before deciding it was someone else's turn to be wrong.
"Fine," I said. "You take the lead."
I regretted this immediately, but pride is a strange animal, and mine had just been mauled by a teenager, and it needed to prove something— anything, actually.
Amy, to my genuine surprise, didn't gloat for once. She went quiet, thoughtful, the way she does right before she says something either brilliant or catastrophic. There's no reliable way to tell which one is coming until it's too late.
"Beach," she said finally. "Not the boardwalk. South of the pier. I have a feeling."
"A feeling."
"A professional feeling, Cowboy. Drive."
We drove. We parked. We walked a stretch of sand that grew steadily more promising: a cluster of production trucks, a taped-off perimeter, crew members in ballcaps clutching walkies like they mattered more than oxygen. My heart did that thing it does; that hopeful, foolish lift, right before it gets dropped from a height and lands in the basement.
"Amy," I breathed. "You did it. You actually did it."
"I told you I had a feeling," she said, and I could almost see her adjusting an imaginary tiara. "Ms. Wonder's instincts strike again. She practically predicted this, you know."
The Twist, Which You Already Saw Coming
A crew member in a faded gray shirt walked past close enough for me to read the words across the back.
It didn't say Saltwater. It said, RJ Decker.
I stood there a moment, recalibrating, the way you do when reality quietly rearranges itself without asking permission first.
"Amy," I said carefully. "This is the wrong show."
"I said film set," she countered, entirely unbothered. "I didn't say which one. I stand by the feeling. The feeling was correct. You're the one who assumed mermaids."
I flagged down a young woman with a clipboard and the harried expression of someone who has answered this exact question fourteen times already today.
"Is this the RJ Decker set?" I asked.
"It was," she said. "Yesterday. We're just breaking down. Wrapped this location last night."
A day late. Not even the show I was chasing. Two-for-two, if you're counting failures.
"So we found a real set," I said slowly, trying the words on for size, "from the wrong show, a day after it stopped being useful."
"Historic, isn't it?" Amy said. "Truly a banner day for investigative journalism, Biscuit Brain."
Roll the Credits
We drove home along the causeway, salt still in the air, sprinkles on ice cream still in my mind.
"Complete failure," I said, because someone had to say it, and it might as well be me, with feeling.
"Was it, though?" Amy asked. Here's the thing about Amy: just when you've written her off as the pits, she pivots, and you remember she's sometimes actually the smart one.
"You didn't find the Saltwater cast. You didn't find Decker, not really. But you confirmed both shows are circling Carolina Beach this month, which is more than you knew this morning. And you were humiliated by a teenager in front of witnesses, which, let's be honest, is going to be the best paragraph in this whole blog post."
She wasn't wrong. I've made my peace with it. What else can I do? "Next time, we go out it will be with proper intel," I said.
"Next time," Amy said, "we go back with my intel. Mine comes from Ms. Wonder. Yours got us laughed at by a child holding an ice cream cone."
On The Circular Journey, we don't always find what we're looking for. Sometimes we just get outmaneuvered by a sixteen-year-old, and the voice in our own head insists, against all evidence, that she's the professional one.
She might be right about that too. Don't tell her I said so. It only encourages her.
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